Sometimes, i don't know to be jealous of other ppl, or pity myself for my incompetence.

I think i’m having a little depression here and there…. cos i woke up with this thought in mind. And after chatting with jov last night.. kinda cried myself to sleep.. I could really be getting depression.  

OR… it could just be hormones…  

Gosh, i don’t know why, but i can’t seem to understand a single instruction! 

Rantings 23/02/2010 THIS DAMNED WORLD IS UNFAIR!

Great, its the day before kyu's birthday and i'm in a seriously bad mood. I'll start ranting now, my mouth will not do anything but rather my hands are gonna do the work and my head doing all the cursing and swearing. T
 
UNFAIR!!! : 
The situation : i've send in my application, like abt 2 months ago. And there's no calling from then fine! So.. i've been patiently waiting for a call from the job agency. Then my friend called and told me she got a job from the agency, and she assumed that i have a job since i've send in my job resume long ago. 

DAMN! So what if i'm from RP?! I hate my school, i don't like it as much as you do! DAMN! I"M SO UNLUCKY TO BE IN THAT SCHOOL, SO DAMN UNLUCKY TO END UP JOBLESS, AND EVEN MORE DAMNED THING IS, I AM ME! ITS SO DAMNED TO BE ME!  So what if she asked if i know her, and i said yes? I didn't think it would make a difference! And i thought it was yr mum who was pressing you to work, no! It was you yrself! U couldn't stand slacking for 1 whole month! You couldn't stand not having money! All u think abt is money isn't it?! 


I know yr lucky, but you don't have to brag abt it! I know, yr gonna strike 4D and all.. why am i always the one to lose out anyway?! This is so FREAKING DAMNED!

Jov's collection of fancams updated!

Jov's collection of priceless and high quality ( well atleast much higher than other fancams i've seen) have been updated! Atleast her youtube channel has been, right here.. kekeke.. still not so updated. 

Click here for here videos!

A little ranting ( don't mind me here ) : 

I don't know whats wrong with me these days, head's been swelling ( feels like it), eyes hurt, skin in really bad condition and i can't seem to do a single DAMN art! Just look at the recent leader's are and you'll know the situation i'm in. The amount of fancams from the concert is HUGE! And also the amount of introductions that i have to write for each performance well is driving me crazy too. I can't seem to write a proper introductions for these past few days.

My mind wants to compile all the fancams together, so that i can get to watch them anytime i want, but there's just too many. My will wants to do it, but my body and mind is not really in the right state now. Like leader likes to say it : " Ah this is driving me crazy!" Great, now i can't come up with things to rant abt.. this is really getting silly.