suddenly missed BOF..sigh jihoo..

videosSuddenly missing BOF, and i found a new treasure! i know its nothing related to SS501 but its related to BOF. Its the F4 after story-five years later Boys over flowers special music drama! Definitely not to be missed especially for ppl who watched the whole series and are hungry for more.

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2 PM made me laugh XD

ok ok.. fine, saying 2pm and 2am makes me laugh too, but sometimes i don't see them as stars, but more of as a bunch of new comedians. They're just too funny to resist. Well i stopped sulking now, so enjoy the few clips here and can make u laugh till u drop.


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2pm dancing to Gee:

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i must say, they have the funniest gag dance i've seen.

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kyu is the most dorkable member of SS501, he's gag dance cannot be missed out on.

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The funny side of ys that i really love:

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And who can forget maknea's version of abracadabra? That will replace the original version any day for me.

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last but not least a supper song!


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ok thats all for the funnies for today, hope u laugh  your hearts out on this one. Ok, maybe i was wrong abt the part even SS501 can make me laugh.

broken dreams.

A new production from shuhui (me), it was created out of the helpless and hurt that i experienced. How helpless it is to not be able to chase your dreams when u are being tied down. Enjoy.
  

Another way to love wasteland *puts it on repeat*

wasteland perfectly describes my feelings right now, after seeing the results, it hurt me so much that it left my heart in a heap of wasteland. My heart is like a wasteland now. I feel nothing,but yet i still feel the pain of the wound. I'm seriously gonna hate myself this time, for the outcome of the result can only be the result of my own doing.

"where is she? where is she now~" "where did u go? where did u go????" "GO, GO,Go! you left my heart in a wasteland" 

Where is that someone who would comfort me now? i think i can start acknowledging my friend's mum as my godmum. She called me early in the morning to ask me abt the results, so much worried than my mum, waited for the results with me and comforted me, she has done the things i needed right now. luckily i have her, what a blessing it is. 

My i got my first round of results, though i told everyone:" its good, its good. How bad can it be anyway? " But the sadness in me, its so big that even i can't contain it, and it kinda showed in my face. Even my mum noticed it. I don't want her to see me like this ( tying this early in the morning cos she's still asleep) I don't want her to see me so weak and helpless. Ok, maybe i don't wanna see my mum right now, she's the last person whom i want to know the state i am in now. (my dad too.. in fact my whole family.) Yet i don't understand why i treasured the care and concern that my friend's mum has for me than any other. She's like the mum that i never knew i had.  Could it be that i never did treat my parents as my own?

Can time please stop now? i don't want to go on anymore,i don't want to know what the future hold for me anymore. Please stop, Please end it already.

shuhui signing off (with tears and wasteland playing)

a little update on project rebirth. ( yes~! its 3/5 through! )

this could be the longest that i've been working on. This took me a whole week to finish. But my stupid handphone camera made it look so bad. Tell u the truth, it looks better on my paper.

sorry, please endure with the quality lacknes in the mean time. I'm so going to get a scanner!After i get it, i'm gonna reupload all the other fanart, hopefully with improved quality.

I think i'm gonna start working on leader's now. Hopefully it'll turn out good. Everytime i see jungmin's basic sketch.. well you can say i don't really wanna work on it so soon yet. 

In the mean time, please do take a look at this and other fanart too, and leave a comment if u would.