jungmin inspired.

this post was inspired by jung min and the sudden fear that i have developed against him. It originated from a dream i had of him, not the usual "spending a really nice day" kind of dream. My whole dream is just jung min standing infront of me, laughing with that smirk on his face throughout. God.. that really gave me the creeps, the picture below are pictures collected to show you the scary side of jung min.

click on it to view.

photo credits goes to:http://triplesphilippines.blogspot.com/ or otherwise stated in it.

i'll update this post when i see another side of him or any other members. Or maybe i'll update this once i got over the fear first..

missing them..

with little news coming from the boys lately ( and also due to me not having any inspirations today..) it has caused me to do " missing them art"

really miss them alot.. sigh.. hope their doing fine.

updates ( well not really.. ) more thoughts of redrawing > _< argh!!

trying my best to improve more on my fanart recently, especially under the pressure of other fanart that i've seen. After i was done with the red day project, comes the much delayed project rebirth.

here are some updates on it:

this is the original one..

And this is the combined one. I did some adjustments to it so that the shadings that i did could be seen. The surrounding shadings of the drawing are not done by me..

I think not drawing for a couple of days not only bought me withdrawal symptoms but losing my skills at the same time too. Somehow saengie just looks weird in my drawing, yup just weird. I'm trying hard to improve on the shading and trying to make them look more like the photo. Guess i tried too hard on the shading part and neglected abt the likeness part..

Updates on status of other parts of project rebirth : 

 1) maknea (having thoughts of redrawing)

 2) kyu  ( having thoughts of redrawing..)
 3) saegie (Having thoughts of redrawing too, now that i look at it. )
 4) leader ( basic sketches done)
 5) jung min ( he's a hard one to draw, so i'm putting him last)

i think i'm gonna die if i redrew everyone of them.. off to work again. Thanks again for visiting. 

depressing..

feeling a little depressed, i was going crazy for WGM and watched 7 episodes straight today in the morning until now.

sigh..
reason for depressed: i saw in episode 17 part 1/2 the picture that i drew for leader. which is this one on the right :

There was one exact same drawing of this picture but its only the head part.. looking at how well it was drawn.. well just kinda stabs a knife in my heart..


if you notice at 2:00, there's a picture that was hung on the wall with the portrait of the one i drew here. Looking at how well it was drawn.. my heart just breaks, thinking abt it.. i've this picture to leader, but comparing this to the one he hung on the wall, i wonder if he will even like it or not.. sigh.. somehow wished i did better.. i still failed at doing the rebirth poster's art.

kinda makes me feel like giving up the whole project all together, sigh..
here's the link to the episode.

wa what a fun game > _<

http://cfile22.uf.tistory.com/media/16174D114A8D583C9075A7wa.. i played this 2 times already!!! first: young saeng second: kibum >_< wa.. though if u keep playing it, u will notice its the same old guys..

here's the link ^^ http://cfile22.uf.tistory.com/media/16174D114A8D583C9075A7 enjoy ^^