depressing..

feeling a little depressed, i was going crazy for WGM and watched 7 episodes straight today in the morning until now.

sigh..
reason for depressed: i saw in episode 17 part 1/2 the picture that i drew for leader. which is this one on the right :

There was one exact same drawing of this picture but its only the head part.. looking at how well it was drawn.. well just kinda stabs a knife in my heart..


if you notice at 2:00, there's a picture that was hung on the wall with the portrait of the one i drew here. Looking at how well it was drawn.. my heart just breaks, thinking abt it.. i've this picture to leader, but comparing this to the one he hung on the wall, i wonder if he will even like it or not.. sigh.. somehow wished i did better.. i still failed at doing the rebirth poster's art.

kinda makes me feel like giving up the whole project all together, sigh..
here's the link to the episode.